Love Hidden

by Lucy Christo

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released April 25, 2015

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Track Name: Melatonin
Death/
Reawaken through sex/
Nine months you wake up sucking a breast/
Titties/
I know you care about your appearance/
But let me tell you/
Your mother was your first sexual experience/
Now take a breath/
Look/
Why don’t you just rest/
Take a sip of this holy water/
Our history runs deep
like the coal mines/
You looking for balls?/
You can hold mine/
Imagine we have no time/
The world will end tomorrow/
Pre apocalyptic fuck
Forget your pain and sorrow/
I’ll pull your hair harder/
You can go out like a martyr/
I’m ready to die/
A pre apocalyptic fuck/
I woke up still alive/

The door opens and I leave my body/
What have you been up to?/
The astral plane/
The astral plane/
Welcome to the 4th dimension/
The astral plane/
The astral plane/
Welcome to the 4th dimension/
Track Name: Memoirs
Your head was in my lap/
That’s just a memory
I’m trying to make it back/
We shared a couple laughs/
Driving hella fast/
Trying not to crash/
Foot on the gas/
You look at me and you
say I can have/
Whatever I want
In a flash?/
Just as long as I ask?/

Well I’m not afraid no more/
I’ma ask for what I want and more/
I’m not afraid no more/
I’ma ask for what I want and more/
I’m not afraid no more/
Uh uh/
I’m not afraid no more,
I’ma ask for what I want/

And what I want is you/
Together there’s nothing we can’t do/
Damn, now look at you/
Hungry for you like I’m out of food/
So what you got cookin?
Where you looking at?
I see you looking back/

Just a show, just a show/
Just another one of those/
Just a show, just a show/
Just another one of those/
(Underneath)
Show me let me show you
Show me let me show you
x2


Let’s make this unrepeated/
Let’s drive on our road to freedom/
Take a look outside we’re speeding/
Eighty five no way we’re leaving/
But we can take a break/
Let’s see how long this takes/
Bet it won’t be long, gotta move on/
Gotta be strong/
I need a woman with patience/
I can’t be part of your expectations/
We are a new generation/
Breaking down boundaries/
They’re just braces/
So release those/
Cheap clothes/
I wanna see beneath those/
Deep inside your free soul/

Cuz I’m not afraid no more/
I told em I’m not afraid no more/
Uh uh/
I’m not afraid no more/
Forget that, I was afraid before/
Track Name: Days
I call this love/
You call this whatever you like/
There’s nothing to figure out/
There’s not a moment that I’d live without/
There’s only you and me/
And sometimes we get deep in each other’s psyche/
I invade your space you let me play with both your pisces/
I climb inside your soul just to sightsee/
And don’t invite me if you expect me to spend the night/
Cuz that’s unlikely/
I wrote you a love letter and sent it off /
With a double headed eagle/
Two destinations one people yeah/
I’m here to mislead you but one thing that I promise is I’ll teach you/
Something/
I can meet you halfway running towards you/
And then run away while I’m moving forward/
Or so it seems/

Cuz I’ve been gone for days/
And I’m amazed at the games we play/
And at the things we say/
But it’s ok/
Cuz this landscape is a playground so lay down/
There’s nothing you need to say now/
Just breathe/
& feel me/
Just feel me/
Cuz I’ve been gone for days/
And I’m amazed at the games we play/
And at the things we say/
But it’s ok/


I love the pleasure and satisfaction/
I’m not sure about your reaction to my actions but/
If it’s just a ride/
I’ll embrace the fight/
I’ll take it slow/
You can’t race your life/
And this fast paced rat race/
Got me asking what is last place/
And it’s so hard not to compare myself/
Who's smarter and wealthiest/
This selfishness is still a form of expression it’s/
Just diluted/
A bit distorted/
It feels like things are moving out of order/
But when you ask for more/
It’s hard to remain supportive/
So give me a portion/
I’m doing with saying no/
This is my abortion/
Accept the world even if it feels like horseshit/

I’ve been gone for days/
And I’m amazed at the games we play/
And the things we say/
But it’s ok/
Cuz this landscape is a playground so lay down/
There’s nothing you need to say now/
Just breathe/
& feel me/
I need you to feel me/
See cuz I’ve been gone for days/
And I’m amazed at the games we play/
And all the things we say/
But it’s ok/
Cuz this landscape is a playground so lay down/
There’s nothing you need to say now/
Just breathe/
& feel me/
I need you to feel/ Me/
Track Name: Grown
And this is all poetic, so don’t you forget it/

Malcom X had me reading Bibles burning pages/
As I followed him through the stages/
As he got accustomed to lifestyle changes/
He no longer wanted to be defined by his hatred/
But I have some in me/
So why don’t you just take 50 steps from me/
When I act funny/
Damn, I’ll be feeling the mood/
Telling that girl over there to shake her ass/
With her nasty attitude/
Damn you rude as hell/
Talking all that shit, I’m trying to tell you what’s real/
If you can’t, open your mind and just listen/
I’ll be over there sippin wine and just chillin/
Yeah I’ll give you time to/
Go ahead and find you/
And I’ll be right behind you/
Open your mind to/
The things that you’ve been lying to yourself about/
What’s that all about/
That’s something we’ll figure out/
Me/
Something she can’t live a day without/
Thinking about me eating her pussy out/
I’m like a thought she can’t push me out/
Plus her husband’s coming home yeah I’m looking out/
And baby this is nervous love/
And I do this all on purpose love/

This is poetic/
Don’t you forget it/
Track Name: They Say ft. Kaela Jordan & Lokeye
Kaela Jordan

They say I need to get over your loss/
I say what do they know?/
They saying that I should talk about it/
Cope with it/ What do they know?/

It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/


Lucy Christo

I love you to death but/
This feels like a test cuz/
I want you but I push you away/
Push you away/
When I look at your face/
I think it’s funny when you’re hurt/
& I’m scared to admit it/
Because there’s something
Really twisted inside/
I gotta live with it/
Addicted to the moments when we’re naked and alone/
And I’m starting to lose focus/
I’m hoping that you don’t notice/
But how can you not?/
We’ve spent some time together/
We’ve seen a lot of each other/
Maybe we’ve gotten too close/
Let’s take a whole step back/
That’s two notes/
This is something that we chose/
So at least I think that we owe/
An explanation a moment of clarity/
Towards each other/
And you thought that you’d marry me huh?

Kaela Jordan

They say I need to get over your loss/
I say what do they know?/
They saying that I should talk about it/
Cope with it/ What do they know?/

It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/

oh/ ah ah ah ah oh ah/ x4

Lokeye

Safe in my hoodie snug/
Where they can’t see my light/
Neglected as a child/
Wide awake late at night/
Staring at that pink sky/
Thinking this girl I keep making these eyes with/
Likes the scars along my thighs
From the blades of serrated knives /
Pain I keep inflicting just to taste my way inside/
The me no one can see/
One week from suicide/
Fade the lights/
Blackness is all my colors combined/
She took my hand/
Knew right then I could be brave enough to fly/
Let her in but kisses and medicine gave way to cyanide/
Afraid to show my shadows/
Sick of making her wait outside/
Cut the strings/ Let her float/
Away with the breaking tide/
Throwing me life rafts/
From the grave that I made her
And I could’ve died/
Lifted her chin/
Slit my wrists for her to see but she was blind/
She say she loves my darkness/
She hates to see me hide/
Time pass/ Built intimacy into my life/
Kept my emotions open this lady became my wife/

Kaela Jordan

They say I need to get over your loss/
I say what do they know?/
They saying that I should talk about it/
Cope with it/ What do they know?/

It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/
It’s when I put my hands to the sky/
I pray for the day that I see your face/

oh/ ah ah ah ah oh ah/ x4

I’m praying for you yeah/
I’m praying for you yeah/
I’m praying for you yeah/
I’m praying for you yeah/
Yeah/
Track Name: I Can't Love You ft. Xavier Dige & Trae Beats
Xavier Dige

I can’t love you because you’re a different color than me/
I can’t love you because you don’t love yourself/
I can’t love you because you do drugs/
Why do you hate me?
Why do you hate me?

I can’t love you because you don’t love me/
I can’t love you because you don’t love me/
I can’t love you/
Because you don’t love me/
Because you don’t love me/
I can’t love you/
I can’t love you/
I can’t love you/
Because you don’t love me/
Because you don’t love me/

Trae Beats

I can’t love you because of where you’re from/
I can’t love you because you don’t make enough money/
I can’t love you because of the way you perceive life/
I can’t love you because of who you choose to love/

So why do you hate me?/
why do you hate me?/
I’m having a hard time loving you lately/
why do you hate me?/
why do you hate me?/
I’m having a hard time loving you lately/

But I love everyday/
But I love everyday/
But I can’t love you/
Track Name: Give It A Try
Give it a try/
Don’t let your brother lie to you/
While he’s standing there right beside you/
Confront him and tell him you love him/
Give it a try/
I dare you to accept yourself without changing a particle/
So many positive qualities to you/
I could write an article right now and fight you/
For the way that you speak to yourself/
I don’t like you/
Is what you tell your body/
So much abuse you’ll be saying sorry/
But what’s the use/
Are we telling the truth or /
Are we calling a truce/
And I’m sorry/
But what’s the use?/
Are we telling the truth or /
Are we calling a truce/

And it’s funny/
Cuz we probably feel the same way/
But once we look at one another/
You’re no longer my brother and it’s funny/
Cuz we probably feel the same way/
But once we look at one another/
You’re no longer my brother/

Where are you going?/
Where are you going?/
I know I’m going/
Where are you going?/
Where are you going?/
I know I’m going/
What are you doing?/
What are you doing?/
I know I’m doing/
What are you doing?/
What are you doing?/
I know I’m doing/

And it’s funny/
Cuz we probably feel the same way/
But once we look at one another/
You’re no longer my brother and it’s funny/
Cuz we probably feel the same way/

I need the contact/
The physical touch of bodies/
My emotional tsunami covers me/
Come with me as I explore the depths of my personality/
There’s not another person I would rather be me/
Man it feels great/
Oh I can’t wait just to be me/
God it feels great/
Man I can’t wait just to be me/

Just to be me/
Just to be me/
Just to be me/

Just to be/
Just to be/
Just to be/
Track Name: Moonshine
Replenish the bright lights of Jesus/
My achievements haven’t reached what I seek/
But seasons pass, seize the masses/
Eternal fire of desire/ Pain leaves with ashes/
So I breathe in sexual passion and breathe out love/
Backtrack to black magic/
I wear a flak jacket/
So you can blast blasphemous attacks
Massive activism/
Try to relax with crack in your system/
You get a backlashin’ for subtracting fractions /
From the mathematical/ Backstabbin radical/
A maximum penitentiary sentence/
I pack a back pack full of raps and I’m gone for centuries/
So if you’ve heard of me and mention me/
Your friends should be essentially free attention for me/
Which means I’ll be tension free for weeks/
An attention whore/
What speaks to me like French for fuck me more/
You perverts ever lust before?



And porn is not reality/
It’s a synthetic substitute for your neglected sexuality/
I scream love, love , love but choke women in my mind/
Deep throat em take what’s mine/
Eat my scrotum, break your spine/
Close the blinds/
I’ll sell you lies you end up buyin’ em/
Blindsighted by the fine dining and the wine inside ya/
25 I hit my prime you start your decline/
Cuz you’ve been defined by the deep rooted denial/
You text me I don’t reply like your memories as a child/
That become your child’s memories/
Repeat patterns like the legs on a centipede/
Bless me with your flesh, fetishes are fresh/
I left with your sex, but the insects that I left in ya/
Eat you like I ate you out/
Took me on a date but you can’t take me out/
My face remains a place you made mistakes about/
And I’m not a devout priest/
But I break vows until the Tao speaks/
Track Name: $ex Cru$ade
I felt the music deeper than I felt your pussy/
And it was juicy, gooey in the middle/
You liked a mystery in bed so I told a riddle/
Now a little diversion/
Trying to be the right person I fucked the first virgin/
That I came across/
Hella drunk I was burpin’ while she’s slurpin’ the nut/
Plus she said that it hurts in the butt/
But I was only fourteen trying to be the perfect being/
While being corrupted by the money, power and drugs/
All it takes is a brief moment of love and I’m cursed by this/
Purposefully out the door before the birds are chirping/
It’s a problem but my issues started resolving themselves/
As soon as I unbuckled my belt/

Sex I crave it/
But I’m trying to make it less complicated/
I got tired of masturbating/
Around the same time I realized my passion is ladies/
I’m about to ask Russell Brand if I can borrow Katy/
And let him know that he can have the baby/
No really go ahead man I’m not tripping/

I pet her till the pussy is wetter/
I love the whole figure but the eyes /
Are what make the rest of the body look better/
They were ocean blue yeah you’re one of the chosen few/
I wanna go with you/
So euphoric and I love you for it/
Come with me and let’s make sure that our lives will/
Never be boring/
You in?/
Because I got room for one more/
And if I go ahead and just close this door/
Then you will just not come back/
Not come back/
You will not come back/
So don’t come back/
So don’t come back/